My Love Will Get You Home - Christine Glass

Was looking for a song that was featured in countless tvb dramas that Yi Ching mentioned this morning....sadly, i could only remember the singer's first name, "Glass" and part of the song title, "Lead You Home" (haha....remember wrongly some more....)

Anywayz, I googled and youtubed....and I thought it was this :



Mana tahu, it's actually this :




Haha...anywayz, I love both songs...whether it is "your heart" or "my love", both will lead you home :)

You can’t change the world around you until you change your world.

Glory to the LORD!!!

So tired...after a day's travel to seremban....Finally got a place in seremban 3...it's not particularly fantastic...but i think it's still.....ok...hehe...:)

Won't be posting my Aus pics so soon coz I still need to get some photos from Hui Yee...

So, what should I post aboutleh??? Hehe...Sigh...

I remembered the first few days when I reached Australia....I arrived in a terrible condition...Down with flu...nose block, ear block....everything blocked...mind block also...

Was gripped with so much tension and fear...Fear of the Viva results which will be released on the day after I arrive....didn't get much sleep in the plane some more...and then that stupid Jetstar was delayed for 4 hrs...omg... :(

Was so happy when my mom finally told me I didn't get Viva...my heart finally heaved a sigh of relieve for the first time in like a week? Then on fri, my mom sent me an sms which read, "Congratulations, you have passed your End of Sem 5 exam" when I was on the way back from Great Ocean Road....My heart leapt with joy man....In my heart, I whispered, "Thank GOD!!!"

On Sat, my mom received the results slip from IMU...This time, IMU is really damn efficient..hehe...When she told me my results, I was like.... "PRAISE THE LORD!!!!" I also have to thank GOD for giving me this trip to Melbourne...I thought I wouldn't be able to make it this time coz all the flights were full!!!!Yet, again, He didn't fail to prove His wonders...I managed to get air tickets to Melbourne!!!! When I was tucking in comfortably on Min's inflatable matress at the hall, I looked up...I suddenly felt so blessed....THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN!!!

I told myself that this time around I owe my results to God...It was undoubtedly GOd's work and God's alone...If it was not for Him, I couldn't imagine how many times I would have broke down and indulge in my dark, sad, gloomy, exam orientated world...Last EOS, I totally freaked out, I was so nervous and my heart was racing beyond countable beats throughout the whole exam...exp for OSCE and OSPE...I was practically dragging myself to the next station...From one station to the next, my heart raced faster and faster....and my mind was getting more and more shrouded with confusion and fear....At times, my mind just went...poof! BLANK!!!

This time around was so much better...Exam was so much tougher this time, but yet...I sensed the calmness and security within me...I know that if I do my best, He will take care of the rest...He was the only one that I could cling on throughout the whole EOS...I felt safe, coz I know that He will provide, no matter wat the circumstances are...provided that you seek for Him truthfully and earnestly....and this time around...I didn't pay much attention on seeking for that A that I was always longing for throughout my entire life....Instead, I chose to seek for HIM more than usual...I seek for His solace and comfort after each tiring day....and He made me realize that I shouldn't blind myself with studies like I did for the past 21 years....there are other things more important than studies....all these years academic achievements have been at the top of my priority list...family, frens...all brushed aside...sigh...i realize my mistake now....There are so many other things worth pursuing for, rather than studies alone....I know that this time, I have to spend more time cherishing my frens around me rather than concentrating solely on studies alone....

After the first paper, I was a bit devastated....My heart started racing after the first few questions....Then I told myself, SHIT, how am I gonna complete this paper??? I took a deep breath...prayed to GOD....skipped all the sem 5 and 4 questions....to sem 3 questions....I managed to calm myself down....went back to the sem 5 and 4 questions and luckily I managed to finish the paper.....I tembaked almost all the true/false questions but I am still grateful that I managed to finish the paper....THANK GOD....

Next paper, OSPE....couldn't sleep tat nite....dunno why.....but luckily I managed to stay calm througout the whole paper....I started with a tough station...couldn't answer almost the whole question....it was a question which asked us to identify the microscopic picture (some urinary crystals) shown in the diagram...I was LIKE...omg....they really wanna kill us is it??? Yet, I managed to stay calm and squeeze out the entire knowledge I have gained throughout these 2 and 1/2 years from my brain and apply it onto my question papers....I managed to finish my OSPE paper with emotions unscathed this time, unlike the last time around....

OSCE....haha...I blew up my first stations on both days....didn't managed to finish both stations...but you know wat, I am still glad and proud to shout PRAISE THE LORD!!!! If it was the last time punya me...I would have freaked out and let my emotions cloud my mind and affect the other 9 stations on each day...but luckily, I took it calmly and told myself, "what the heck, 1 station onlymah...still got 9 more stations...cannot let it affect the rest..." I looked onto GOD for calmness and totally compartmentalized my thoughts for the first station and steadily breeze through the other 9....I have to say, that it is GOD and GOD alone whom has stayed alongside me throughout the whole exam...He gave me faith, courage and strength...and I will continue to seek him and have my faith for HIM grow and grow.... :) I hope I can serve HIM one day, so that HIS glory and word penetrate every inch of this planet because, He is really worth out trust and faith... :)

Greetings From Down Under...

HEY everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm currently DOwn Under at Min's place......


Having a nice time here....though weather here is cold, it's damn chilly and nice....

Playing games with Hui Yee every night...and Yi Man ye;sterday....It's called WII....it's damn nicelah...we call it menganas-ing... :)

Food here is superb...Ppl here are superb...architecture and environment here are superb too......looking forward to watch Musical (Wicked) with Min next Wed...Haven't bought the tickets yet though....

Today went to makan Jap food at Crowns Hotel with Amanda Lai......Walau....Damn nice....but..hehe...damn expensivelah...after that, Hui Yee insisted we go to the casino...so we wentlor...but we managed to keep her from gambling..keke...

Anywayz, chao first...maybe can play some WII with Hui Yee later...though it's like already 2 a.m. here...keke...

Tata!!!!

Sunfower

Random Rants

Exams finally over...............Now keeping my fingers crossed......

Went to church today...Li Yann came to fetch me...then she makaned some dessert and i drank Sarsi....just the usual stuff we do...Come 4.55pm, we went into the hall for church service....shook Pastor's hands....also the usual stuff we do...

When we started worshipping, that's when it's rather unusual...I just felt that, wah....it had been a long time since i've been to church (though it had just been a week) .Then i felt like I was finally at home again....back towhere I really belong...Needless to say, my tears were pouring endlessly throughout the whole worship...during the worship songs, the prayers and even holy communion...

Dunno why I feel so emo...I guess it must be the stress of exams that has taken toll on me...stripping me off my spiritual life...and when I'm finally filled with spiritual love again I can't help but just let tears of love for my Father flow....The lyrics were speaking to my heart today...The content of the prayers too....and I am glad that I have Him by my side.

Throughout this whole exam week, I could sense His presence. Compared to EOS 3, I was a lot calmer this time. In sem 3, I had panic attacks during ospe and osce...My mind even went blank for some of the same stations and I had palpitations for every station I went through...When I kena marah by Htin Aung in one of the osce stations, my heart literally shattered and my mood was kinda affected after that....

But somehow, this time...I had the sense of reassurance...this time around though i screwed up damn a lot of osce and ospe stations, I still felt calm and cool for the other stations....no more palpitations, no more panic attacks... I felt happier this way...though exam was tougher than the last, I felt better and calmer this time....And though I'm worried if I would get viva next week, I know that God has His plans all worked out for me and no matter what the turnout may be, I'll accept it...

Praise the Lord for bringing me through my days of darkness...In the future, when I graduate as a doctor, I will serve and contribute to the community as much as possible. I will answer your calls and serve my people to my very best. And no matter what happens, my heart is always for my patients and the people around me and of course, for my Father, Jesus Christ.

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As I was studying for EOS, I told myself, not to let studies be 1st priority....I have to keep close to God...and I also told myself, I just have to pass this exam...I know that we're created for greater purposes and greater things rather than just studies alone...

Wherever I went, people are just talking bout EOS....I was thinking to myself, IMU is ending in like a few days time and we're not even given the opportunity to cherish the times we had left in IMU...2 1/2 years of friendship isn't actually a short period of time....The bonds we shared together as a batch....and the KKB trips....I will never forget that....especially the wan with DR Sasikala...she's my role model man....I know that her heart is always for the people and she made me realize that being a doctor was my calling...Dr Sasi, gbu wherever you are... :)

On our farewell party, Htin Aung and Hla Yee Yee gave a very special speech....I'm not sure if the message spoke to the others, but it really spoke to my heart...

Dr Htin said, " Do i empathise if I scold you and you cry? No, I won't. If you can't even handle a simple thing like this, how would you handle bigger things in the future? I am strict because I want to bring the BEST out of you."

Wah...when he said this, all my hatred for him suddenly was kinda erased... (not all though...hehe...) The level of my respect for him suddenly grew from -1000 to..mmm...dunno? but definitely a positive figurelah....hehe... Dr. Hla ended beautifully with a quote on success....

But I still dunno how they got married....two totally opp characters...but i guess it takes yin and yang to balance off the energy...hehe...

Oklah, my head, throat and eyes killing me d....gotta catch back some sleep...God Bless EVERYONE!!!!